Pure Terror

I'm moving forward...after four years of panic attacks, frenzied actions whenever something remined me and pure terror at the possibility of failure...I am moving forward. I took the first step today and there is absolute terror but there is a prideful joy as well. I will not fail this time. I will complete my goal and rise triumphant lol...ok thats a bit much for me I know, but im still high on my own acomplishment of taking that first step.

breathe, just breathe...

Location:Amygdala

"My dad's philosophy was (and i think still is) that life is a malevolent force, which seeks to destroy you, and you have to struggle with it. Only those who are hard enough will succeed. Most people get crushed, but if you fight, in the end life will go, "Fucking hell. This one's serious. Let him through."

-Russell Brand

"Be led by your talent, not by your self-loathing; those other things you just have to manage."

-Russell Brand